I wish I can make time. For the past 3 hours, time was not wasted. I was bombarded with talented geniuses of various fields. All thanks to the Internet. Internet is such an inspiration.

Disgusted with my blogger codes but I got real work to do. Mid terms coming in 267:39 hours time. HAHA Just a random logical time, yup, I wouldn't waste my time counting time to M.T when I have insane amount of work to do and topics to clear.

Aim high, with a little bits of luck ( well, maybe a tsunami of luck will be more suitable in my case) , I am aiming for 5.0 cap this sem. If I really really really get that, I will announce my first semester holy shit grade to the whole wide world which means the internet which also means here. HAHAHA.

Stay tune.

My tummy is humongous. Gonna jog and shake and run them off but God tested me. I sprained my foot while walking to the toilet right after I set my mind to start my "jog off tummy fats" project. And why do I use the term "project", I need to start self-motivated projects asap. What a joke if I am gonna be something great with absolutely nothing in my portforlio, like .. now. HAHAHA

my tummy is really ... ARGH.

And my P( getting 5.0 cap this semester) is decreasing every second while I am blogging so bye.

I don't even know where to start, I was all high and up trying to score into Dean's list and the next thing I know, it's week 6 already and recess week is next. I screwed up my first Sit-in lab, a coding test that tests your code. Crazy coding test. In an hour and a half , you can just hear the sound of typing all the way. The typing becomes louder and faster whenever the T.A announces the time. Sometimes I think that I am just typing for the sake of typing, typing really fast but nothing meaningful.

I am really lazy. I have this strong feeling that my blog's interface is really screwed up in other browsers but I don't want to care. And I thought the new effect was cool, that's what I thought.

I always feel that nuffnang will betray me when I read blogs. ( I still have my virtual $30 in it, damn) I wasn't really looking for it but it was nice, really nice to know you care. Definitely doing better.It's weird typing all these but then again, we would still be living in our own world. I still laugh at all the crap like a comedy playback. Nonetheless, we became stronger, just so much stronger.

I am really not good with words. Or I am just not good in English. lolololol damn.

I downloaded Maya, an awesome software which you can do your modelling and animation, and lots more. FOR FREE. Just google Autodesk. I am so excited. BUT EVERYONE AROUND ME IS NOT. WHY AH. LOL. I like free stuff.

I want to play so many things but I am always bogged down with work. Then I got distracted. T.T ,and all end with me panicking over stuff.

Die, I should be doing my work. Now I am stuck in a tutorial room with bach and tat tat. Gonna add names in my blog else it feels so distant from my life. Ben's getting interviewed to be an OGL. I would die to be an OGL. But then again, may be my og group will thank me for releasing them early and no game and cheers and running here and there.

Esther ah, gonna put a chatbox somewhere for you. hahhhahahahahaha and Hi amanda! Your status in facebook always makes me laugh out loud. Like really lol.

OH. Some time ago, my dad 'liked' a photo in fb with my sis's ex in it. I was like WHUT! LOL Is he being sarcastic or he really liked it. A few days ago, he then asked me how to delete photo and then IT MADE SENSE OUT OF A SUDDEN. He was just random clicking on every button on the fb page and tada, accidentally LIKE IT. Maybe I was the only one LOLing away whenever my dad did anything in fb.

He posted a "look at my sexy legs" photo of his legs with cuts before cny. What a dad.
Gonna do work now. bye.

in a total mess. damn. my patience got lost somewhere in the jungle.  

Clearing my labs. They are like pests.

It's 2am.

I planned to do some Java coding before I sleep but nope, my brain is sending out ripples of headache as a warning that if I were to continue , it will auto shut down. Anyway I prefer Java to C++.

I've been to talks, met really awesome successful enthusiastic people who work in FB, GOOGLE and my next intern job, LUCASARTS. Also, surrounded by insanely passionate geeks who love technologies and coding and stuff. But I am still a noob. I feel like a new kid on the block. I know I will be good, it's just a matter of time.

I hope I still have time to chase my dream. Of cos I do. Though I can't help but feel a pinch in the chest . I've wasted so much time. wtf I am twenty orly. wtf. Then again, I am really glad that I have slacked so much. There isn't really an awesome university life. Believe me, it was way better in secondary school and junior college. I had my life then when I didn't really have to care so much about grades because they simply wouldn't affect my future, or at least not that much. Now, this is scary.

Enough said.  I wish everyone loves the things they do. To me, i think it's really scary to find out what you are doing is bullshit and something you would want to get over with asap.    

So, task for this semester is to shed off my slackness and fats.
Good nite.

Anyway, I really want to get into Dean's list? It sounds so cool to be on Dean's list. Wtv, I gonna be on Dean's list this semester.

I stared at this for  .. . . .  a few seconds.
So I guess you will too.

Weekends are never enou/f/.

I NEED TO CATCH UP WITH MY STUDIES and my friends. Work is consuming me. I haven't learned anything I like.  : '(  Not even photoshop. NOTHING.

Plus, new year belly just kicked in. kfjadskljfslakjfaskjfskjfkajfsaklfjaklfasfafsajklsjdaflkjffjaljsdljfalkjsafjlksa

I've nobody else to blame but me. I feel as if I just turned(into a vampire), my emotions heightened to an anal extent. Anal extent.

:(