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2012-02-12T01:41:00.000+08:00

in a total mess. damn. my patience got lost somewhere in the jungle.

Chivalry isn't dead.

2012-02-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

Clearing my labs. They are like pests.

2012-02-11T02:44:00.000+08:00

It's 2am.

I planned to do some Java coding before I sleep but nope, my brain is sending out ripples of headache as a warning that if I were to continue , it will auto shut down. Anyway I prefer Java to C++.

I've been to talks, met really awesome successful enthusiastic people who work in FB, GOOGLE and my next intern job, LUCASARTS. Also, surrounded by insanely passionate geeks who love technologies and coding and stuff. But I am still a noob. I feel like a new kid on the block. I know I will be good, it's just a matter of time.

I hope I still have time to chase my dream. Of cos I do. Though I can't help but feel a pinch in the chest . I've wasted so much time. wtf I am twenty orly. wtf. Then again, I am really glad that I have slacked so much. There isn't really an awesome university life. Believe me, it was way better in secondary school and junior college. I had my life then when I didn't really have to care so much about grades because they simply wouldn't affect my future, or at least not that much. Now, this is scary.

Enough said. I wish everyone loves the things they do. To me, i think it's really scary to find out what you are doing is bullshit and something you would want to get over with asap.

So, task for this semester is to shed off my slackness and fats.
Good nite.

Anyway, I really want to get into Dean's list? It sounds so cool to be on Dean's list. Wtv, I gonna be on Dean's list this semester.

2012-02-06T01:36:00.000+08:00

I stared at this for .. . . . a few seconds.
So I guess you will too.

Weekends are never enou/f/.

I NEED TO CATCH UP WITH MY STUDIES and my friends. Work is consuming me. I haven't learned anything I like. : '( Not even photoshop. NOTHING.

Plus, new year belly just kicked in. kfjadskljfslakjfaskjfskjfkajfsaklfjaklfasfafsajklsjdaflkjffjaljsdljfalkjsafjlksa

2012-02-02T01:40:00.000+08:00

I've nobody else to blame but me. I feel as if I just turned(into a vampire), my emotions heightened to an anal extent. Anal extent.

:(

when life doesn't throw lemons, it steals my nus card

2012-02-01T01:57:00.000+08:00

I lost my elinkz card along the pathway ard jurong west sport complex. Post a lame help in fb with a reward of $10. I thought of crappin like $100 but decided not to do it cos what if ppl really demand money from me. The reward looks like a joke too, if they really ask from me, I GONNA CALL POLICE. "arh low police" Steal my card still want me to pay you ah, you think money drop from the skyzszssz iszs itzzsz.

Aye, I dropped it while walking home from the mrt. I only found out after I've reached home and have to trace all the wayyyyyyyy back to the mrt station in the middle of the night. Found my matriculation card (THANKS GOD, AND THANKS TO THE ITCHY HAND WHO DECIDED NOT TO PICK UP MY NUS CARD) which might have dropped at the same time. I don't care about the money in the card, which btw only left like less than 10bucks. I am just too lazy to reapply for one. It costs $21. -.- why like that. I should have taken the bus instead. why why why :(

why like that.

thursday alrdy orly

2012-01-27T02:17:00.001+08:00

jingyu if you are reading this, pai seh for the late reply. T.T meet me soon for the treat!!!

sorry everyone( i think only esther) for late reply. HAAHAH! I don't have to say that to ama, she replied so slowly too.

A quick post before I sleep. Even though I didn't do as much work as I thought I could, it's still a good start. I bought MAXI coloured contact lenses because my sister forced me to share with her. I'm just kidding about the forcing part. But, but, butttttttttttttttttttttt. Ta ma de, there's a pimple on my eyelid ( and of cos many pimples on my face). I can't put my usual thick orh orh eyeliner and definitely not contact lenses. :(

I really need to catch up with my studies asap!

Slacked a bit just now and looked through muscle's album. He's grown up so much in such a short period of time. Just a gentle warning to anyone who's gonna rear dog. Don't do it unless you are not schooling. There's hardly any time. But then again, I said that partly because nobody in my family is willing to share the responsibility. : ( Rear a hamster instead. I just have to make sure there's food in its cage every day.

Still, I am so afraid it may just die one day, of loneliness maybe. HAHAHA It's become more paranoid and timid over the months. Guilty much, I somewhat have the feeling that my absence has worsened its guts. Nonetheless,it's really satisfying to come home to see a small creature seemingly "waiting" for you, for food I mean.

As I always crap, there must be sheng ming in the house, and it will heighten the house's feng shui. I told my mum that when she was against me of having a hamster. Oh. I think she didn't, did she?

ALRIGHT, WTH NITE.

2012-01-26T01:15:00.000+08:00

a zit on my eye,
swell swell swell.

over over over oval. lolololololololol

THURSDAY. WHAT THE DA PIAN.

naggy post

2012-01-25T00:30:00.000+08:00

Is it a joke if I tell you that I finally spent time figuring how CAP actually works, though it once appeared as a math problem in my programming module. ( and that fact that I have a pile of impt hwk and labs due soon , plus I am going to be dead if someone knows I am not doing work. ) I simply cannot give a damn last time. I was so afraid of counting my lousy grades that I accepted it as it was. I wasn't in denial, maybe just a little because I couldn't believe I let myself down again. Why am I so slack. Ya, I did some work here and there, stayed back to study but the problem is I am not very smart so it didn't help much since I wasn't really focusing and most importantly practising enough.

Enough is enough. ( though I said that over and over and oval again.)

I really shouldn't even have the problem of waking up late and sleeping more than enough.

Aye. ok bye.

oh my boss from my previous job added me in fb. :O a sudden flashbacks of fond reminiscences of the times working at Cozycot with amanda, especially when we were surrounded by a group of really fun people. It was comforting when I turned to find amanda always doing something that made me laugh out loud.

digress too much.
LET'S SOLVE SOME MATH QUESTIONS AND DO SOME PRO PRO PROGRAMMING.

HAPPY CNY

2012-01-23T12:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY. I like these two photos with muscle. My aunt family brought him over to my house yesterday for reunion dinner. : ' ] he's so adorable. I really don't want CNY to end, I have a pile of homework untouched and lots of nagging from bf for not doing any work. flkadjjalfflajfldsakfhjsjkfa;jkfhasldskajlj

Today, I was woken up by the strumming of the guitar. -.- xia xing wo. right now, my sis is still playing the guitar. : | aye. Anyway I slept for 12hours for my weekends when I only wanted to sleep for at most 7hours. I really need to get my work done.

Off to my aunt house, good bye.

( bye ama, hope your heart can still take it.)

beware.

2012-01-21T02:27:00.001+08:00

( hold your breath )

( not for the faint of heart , really you may now leave)

cos I'm gonna show you guys some scary photos...

HAAHAHAH!

My "New" Boyfriend ( inside joke) : BENEDICT LIANG JUN JIE. I felt this strange, magical and strong sense of familiarity when I first met him. Nope, not love. He just looks so much like wenbin. But now, it's kind of weird hearing that. Maybe I should post more, it feels so weird to just type things. I should post more happenings, this blog is getting drier.

I am really glad that I've met him. He's really different and is it weird to say that I sometimes see myself in him? except the hardworking and smart part. -.-

ok LAST ONE .

BYE.

2012-01-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

A tired night. I shouldn't even have stayed. This is going to be a long night. Is it strange that I feel better after reading your blog. Because it always serves as a reminder or a get away from reality, somehow. Maybe because nothing can be compared to such sadness. Nobody is the same, nobody could be the same.

We had so much in common. Or maybe not. At least, I am sure that we laughed at all the wrong things. As far as I remember, which I still do and probably will never forget.

I never felt such like a loser before. A pathetic failure. A slacker. The thought of doing nothing about it made me feels even worse. A headless bee. buzz buzz.

Muscle's sick. I still thought of bringing him for a morning jog. :(

PUMPED UP KICKS

2012-01-15T01:15:00.000+08:00

I love beef!

DING DONG SCHOOL

2012-01-09T12:01:00.000+08:00

I spy you. meh meh meh.

School > 2012
new semester resolution : work super hard.

Gonna leave for school in 7minutes. Rain rain rain. Btw, Bugis changed so much! Now the whole stretch is filled with similar korean clothes. Plus there is a new level! :O And I spotted a $10 backpack but nobody is tending the shop. T.T NOBODY. I like leh. ta ma de.

ok 3 more minutes. Got to go. Bye. Back in 2 hours time.

2012-01-05T19:40:00.001+08:00

One moment I feel as though I can do anything and the next moment I feel nothing. It's as if my mind is playing a trick on me. I've always wanted a dog, I thought I was ready to face all consequences. I even convinced my aunt to get one. She did. And now, they want to give it away because of the very same reason given by my parents. They couldn't take it anymore. May be I can relate a little if I'm given the chance to try at least once even when everyone does not see the point of doing it. I was young when my parents gave our family dog away. Why do they give up so easily.

Nonetheless, it's all my fault. A pang of guilt just hit me. Will I regret my decision? Or regret not trying.

fuck. I need someone to believe in me, give me faith and hope. I need my family to do that. fuck if only we didn't make the mistake in the beginning. fuckfucfuckfuckfuck.

epiphany

2011-12-17T01:34:00.000+08:00

I've wasted all my life observing people instead of taking charge of my own life. It's sad. We live only once. I wasted enough time already. I've slacked enough. Time to wake up.

I gonna be a successful person, I gonna be proud of my life.
I will make the world a better place.

Perseverance, perseverance, perseverance.

2011-12-10T23:49:00.001+08:00

I appreciate everything. Thank you God.

I'm finally back home. Homesick, actually I just miss my room. My awesome room. Ok, I'm so weird. I planned to go jogging in the morning, bathe and then back to babysitting muscle. I enjoyed staying indoors for a couple of weeks, now I wanna meet all of you!

:O

Beef, thanks for all the motivation! Gonna train my brain to work faster.
READ READ READ
WORK WORK WORK
MUG MUG MUG
TMD ACE.

Gonna sleep early! Bye

2011-12-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

oh actually the lyrics for this song is alright. I googled wrongly and found another one which is -.-. This is so much better and makes sense. Actually it doesn't but believe me it sounds so much better than the other one.

enjoy, nite.

2011-12-04T01:21:00.001+08:00

Nothing is original. Steal from anywhere that resonates with inspiration or fuels your imagination. Devour old films, new films, music, books, paintings, photographs, poems, dreams, random conversations, architecture, bridges, street signs, trees, clouds, bodies of water, light and shadows. Select only things to steal from that speak directly to your soul. If you do this, your work (and theft) will be authentic. Authenticity is invaluable; originality is nonexistent. And don’t bother concealing your thievery—celebrate it if you feel like it. In any case, always remember what Jean-Luc Godard said: “It’s not where you take things from—it’s where you take them to.”

I like that paragraph. oh well.

I randomly came across a nice song. Rather than liking the song, I like the melody. So why do I say that. I googled for the song .. and I was disappointed!!! T.T I don't like the lyrics. I REQUEST FOR A MAKEOVER LYRICS.

Can you believe it, I am still listening to that song, but blocking the lyrics in my mind. How talented am I.

Anyway, this holiday I would be spending most of them with grandma and muscle. I've been staying late in school for the entire sem, which fyi was short. I feel so much better at home, even though I am not exactly at my own house. I think it's better. My aunt's family went overseas so that left me to take care of the family dog and accompany my grandma. I love her so much btw. Remember how I could go on and on about how ready I am to take care of a dog all by myself. I am wrong. Or am I. Thanks god I can cope, for now.

( I like how he puts his head over my leg and sleeps, all the time while I am using the laptop. )

I do play with him a lot.

I brought my grandma to jurong point yesterday! I know she wanted it so much despite her constant complaints. She complains about everything. I think it has become a habit, a part of her. But she does it in a cute way. HAHA! The adventure was tedious but fun. I stood there nervously, with no cab in sight, with a wheelchair by my side, and my grandma waiting at the void deck because it's drizzling. But all was well. During the entire time, I was actually thinking of an invention; to have a mic installed on the wheelchair and an earpiece for the person who is pushing it. I had to bend forward so many times to hear what she's saying.

Guess what..
I pushed her by her wheelchair from jurong point ... all the way BACK HOME. HAHAHA! I like walking home, so I thought I would be fun to show her around jurong as well. I thought it was a piece of cake. I almost died but luckily that happened when I actually reached home. I think it has something to do with me wearing a jean and half-long sleeve. lololo But wow. New form of exercise.

She likes it. :) AND WANTS IT AGAIN. oh man. Of cos I want it too, but it's not easy mannnnnnnnn. T.T

2011-12-02T02:22:00.001+08:00

wtf accurate

2011-11-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

If you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous
on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You
always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most
likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are
likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most
likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a
spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you
will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of
the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in
your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &
your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a
pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match
would be with 3, 5 and 7.

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It’s not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won’t be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5.

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in
life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other
people’s problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you
are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too
much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and
get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You
love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family
and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live
with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be
careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And
beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a
hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7.

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your
enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will
be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will
always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help
your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down
you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships – even if you are
married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with
anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You
learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good
match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss… You were born to enjoy! You don’t care about others. I mean you
always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either
education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your
mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But
if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships
until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged
early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person
of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and
after all you can heal this world’s wounds to make peace for everyone because
you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step
further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5.

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,
singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value
your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces
lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have
everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you
might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone’s joy. Your
best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4.

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand
you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the
one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who
will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very
reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and
always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often
late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems
such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your
Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5.

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will
think it’s still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will
have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very
naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been
involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when
you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho
type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or
banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but
you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are
humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve
targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model
for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2.

2011-11-30T19:17:00.002+08:00

2011-11-27T02:55:00.001+08:00

2011-11-27T02:54:00.000+08:00

Holiday : Day 1

2011-11-21T01:45:00.001+08:00

"TALK TO MY PAW"
LOL. looks like puss in boots.

exam tmr.
2 MORE DAYS AND I AM FREE.

lalaland

2011-11-13T23:13:00.001+08:00

isn't it sad how you can build up a strong trust , a relationship, a friendship, an unbreakable bond or so they say, and the next minute everything changes because of the silence that keeps the mind wandering, wondering how fragile our mind really is.

I had a nightmare, not really a nightmare. Kind of a dream that made me feel bad because I should be studying, not sleeping. I shall not go facebook till end of exam.

6 days to my finals.
HOW TO DO MY BEST.

So many things to do after finals. so many many many.

2011-11-13T04:11:00.001+08:00

for my finals.

Last friday, my crazy friend (a dict) tmd pressed for the $1000 button when I was withdrawing cash from the ATM machine. TMD EMPTIED MY BANK AND CASHED OUT $1000. LOL. I carried $1000 with me. : O of cos, I went to find a deposit machine to put them back. -.-

At that time, I felt poor instead? Cos i gauge my "richness" with my saving.

Freaking 10 pieces of $50.
& Yes, i am this rich. ( please sense the sarcasm)

hohooh. gonna sleep. Mac breakfast tmr if I can wake up early enough.

wow

2011-11-12T18:22:00.001+08:00

http://theweek.com/article/index/99512/the-last-word-he-said-he-was-leaving-she-ignored-him#.TriWzjcwo9w.facebook

2011-11-12T17:59:00.001+08:00

I admire him. I really like people who love what they are doing, people who do what they love. Anyway, he got a nice haircut. hohoohohoho!

damn. need to get back to study.

7 days, or is it 6?

2011-11-12T03:00:00.001+08:00

I get jealous with photo.

Really jealous. Do you feel the same way? We are all human but they(cameraman) are seeing more than us. I always pretend myself to be present in the photo for a while. Nature magically calms me down.

got to sleep. vampire diaries is tmd hao kan.

absolutely

2011-11-10T03:55:00.002+08:00

Date: Sat, 23 Mar 2002 07:45:03 -0500
From: Terry Galan 
Subject: Can You Relate???

This is soooo true It's SCARY! I'm glad to know it's not only me! DO you
have A.A.A.D.D? They have finally found a diagnosis for my condition.
Hooray!! I have recently been diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D.! Age Activated
Attention Deficit Disorder...

This is how it goes: I decide to wash the car; I start toward the garage
and notice the mail on the table. Ok, I'm going to wash the car. But first
I'm going to go through the mail. I lay the car keys down on the desk,
discard the junk mail and I notice the trash can is full. Ok, I'll just
put the bills on my desk and take the trash can out, but since I'm going
to be near the mailbox anyway, I'll pay these few bills first. Now, where
is my chequebook? Oops, there's only one cheque left. My extra cheques are
in my desk. Oh, there's the coke I was drinking. I'm going to look for
those cheques. But first I need to put my coke further away from the
computer, oh maybe I'll pop it into the fridge to keep it cold for a
while. I head towards the kitchen and my flowers catch my eye, they need
some water. I set the coke on the counter and uh oh! There are my glasses.
I was looking for them all morning! I'd better put them away first.

I fill a container with water and head for the flower pots. Aaaaaagh!
Someone left the TV remote in the kitchen. We'll never think to look
in the kitchen tonight when we want to watch television so I'd better put
it back in the family room where it belongs. I splash some water into the
pots and onto the floor, I throw the remote onto a soft cushion on the
sofa and I head back down the hall trying to figure out what it was I was
going to do?

End of Day: The car isn't washed, the bills are unpaid, the coke is
sitting on the kitchen counter, the flowers are half watered, the
chequebook still only has one cheque in it and I can't seem to find my car
keys! When I try to figure out how come nothing got done today, I'm
baffled because I KNOW I WAS BUSY ALL DAY LONG!!! I realize this is a
serious condition and I'll get help, BUT FIRST I think I'll check my
e-mail...

Please send this to everyone you know because I DON'T REMEMBER TO WHOM
I'VE SENT THIS!!!

2011-11-06T02:07:00.001+08:00

I've been touching cats recently. I like gray cats better than yellowish ones. Random I know. And I still think that cats are freaky.

2 a.m I planned to start work by then. It doesn't work again.

The awesome feeling after watching an awesome show.

Just now I watched another new episode of Vampire diaries. I think it's nice not because of the ta ma de good looking actors and awesome story line, but how they bring forward an important message or a lesson in life. I feel that good scriptwriters know life better than we do.

let's get back to work.

Reminder: I'm healthy and fortunate.

2011-11-04T01:49:00.003+08:00

Too many things I want to learn, too little determination and no time management.
Plus my time keeps on running as if it's free.

I know there's something wrong with my tagboard but oh well, I haven't got the time to tidy up my blog. Maybe I will change a domain, create my own webpage( god knows how, not by modifying from blogskins), or just change my tagboard. Or just remove it. Or just leave it as it is.

Why must we keep improving ourselves for the sake of improving? For the sake of competition, I must emphasize once more. Ok I say this every time. But if I have talents, I will definitely be an artist, daredevil or traveler and do what really makes me happy. Í don't have to worry about getting a steady income but just well enough to live my life. But obviously, not possible here.

How many times have I imagined myself to be relaxing at somewhere far away from the city, only surrounded by trees and mountains. But then, the thought of bugs and mosquitoes turn me off.

Greedy me. I saw something I want but it's costly and I have something similar already. Ok. I WANT SONY T110 CAMERA. ah. out. But my camera is still working fine? And I don't want to spend my money on things I don't really need? But then, what's the point of saving up money for the sake of saving up.

Oh, but it's really nice and my camera is really cui.

how how how.

1.26am.
Now my normal sleeping time is 3am? But it's not like I mug or anything. I plan to. I want. I hope I do. But there's always this undetermined force stopping me. Between do or not do, always getting stuck in between these thoughts and end up doing nothing.

Oh well.

I realised something sad. I don't absorb in lectures. I thought I understood but then I don't. My brain is lying to me. I am too used to be ok with not understanding anything. It's not ok.

One more point.
I am so fortunate. It makes perfect sense for me to be working hard and be appreciative with what I am able to do and do more do better. Every time I saw someone less fortunate in any ways, I got this feeling that I am not doing enough. If they can do it, I should do it better, do it well, do more. They are fighting everyday and I am complaining about this and that.

But then, we forget. This is what we people are good at. We take things for granted.

I need to change my mentality. My way of living life is way too slack.
What can I do?

BLACK PEN.

2011-10-27T04:34:00.001+08:00

ok here, although I make university life sounds so fucking stressful, though it really does, I still like where my major will lead me eventually. Damn awesome I tell you. How awesome is damn awesome? Thou shalt see.

Anyway, what has triggered me to blog?

THE FACT THAT I DROPPED TWO OF MY BLACK PENS ON THE FLOOR. CANNOT WRITE ALRDY? & I JUST CHANGED THE REFILL. FML TTM.

I LIKE MY BLACK PEN? WHY MY BLUE PEN NV DROP AH, WHY KEEP DROPPING MY BLACK ONES. T^T

SO SAD.

NO MONEY ALRDY LA.
T.T

aklfjakfjaklfsdalf;jahajkfhsajkfhjaskfhafa maybe i should just tie my black pen to my wrist, like a pen strap.
fml.

2011-10-24T02:21:00.001+08:00

fucking serious?

meh

2011-10-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

fuck. I need people with the same frequency right now. I think I have reached my limit for the day. One more ridiculous comment and you can see me go flying to the MARS.

It used to be easy to handle this different kind of weirdness in people. I used 'different' because I know I am weird too. It used to be much easier. Doing the right thing just isn't my thing. At least not for now. It's not like I don't care but I never have to, and because you do now doesn't mean I have to. Many people don't see it, do they. How ridiculous they sounded. I never hate or loathe anyone but now I am starting to dislike irritating fellows even though I don't know them at all.

Somebody must have triggered my anger mode or completely switch off my tolerance button.

I just cannot understand why are they behaving like that. Perhaps it's because I have been observing people too much? Trying to ignore the weirdness and subconsciously piling them up in my head. The sudden pang of ridiculous things coming from all sorts of people is intolerable.

I need to be away from people and facebook. I get so sick of them sometimes.

I should be bathing at this moment and study immediately after. But, whatever. I spent so much time on nothing? It's either I am not smart, or my brain is really slow, or .. just sth bad. I am not used to mugging. damn it. Furthermore, my results are demotivating! It's not like I never put in any effort, I can't make myself to put more effort. And other people are putting much more into theirs. It makes perfect sense since school fee is kns expensive.

lalallalallalalallalalallalal
fuck life. fuck competition.

I miss that comfort I used to live in.
Now I am gonna bathe and hide myself in the room.

I didn't even have the time to pei my room. HAHAAHAH I used to spend all entire week in it.
ok i am crazy. you are too.

actually typing all these nonsense calms me down since I get distracted away from the ldkjfaljalkfksjla feeling.

on a side note,
the things I am learning is actually cool? HAHAAHAA! Really cool but tough. It looks simple but tough. tough tough tough.

ok bye.
ciao.

oh I saw yuchen riding bike today at bbdc. SO FUNNY PLS. Gonna resume my bike riding lesson. :D f the rain and hell oooo to the bike.

2011-10-11T01:16:00.001+08:00

Feel good typing everything out. Feel so much better.
One good thing about posting online, you can delete it any time you want.

I took the circle line today, I didn't want to but I followed the wrong flow and ended up walking towards the circle line. So whatever. It was really big. :) I don't know if it is faster in the morning since my lesson started late today. hmmmm.

LOL I JUST DID STH LOL. ppl do crazy stuff at night, esp midnight. so LOL. what am I doing.

OK, think i gonna mug awhile then sleep.

Scott Pilgrim vs. the World

2011-10-10T01:39:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-jMruFHTwrY , kns why the owner denied embedding.

But i like this one too.

Worked for a day at Cozycot event, damn awesome. I really like the people there. Dear future job, you better give me people like these. I really want to type about what happened today etc BUT, I am super tired and there's school tomorrow and my ache is slowly coming in.

JY and I were in charge of the bouncy castle. COOL RIGHT. The kids, seriously, the kids are simply .. CUTE TO THE MAX. ALL OF THEM CAN STAR IN MOVIES THAT KIND OF CUTE. ok, exaggerating, maybe not movie, maybe modelling etc.

I did my best to protect the really small children from jumping directly off the bouncy castle and land on the hard ground. One girl did, then another boy almost hit the floor with his head. I was traumatised. Worse, both of them landed in front of their parents. -0- ( eh it sounds funny now. LOL)

Now my back aches like hell.

T.T

ok night. schoool tmr.

2011-10-08T20:09:00.003+08:00

mid terms are finally over,
finals next month.

tree blows tree

2011-10-05T03:31:00.002+08:00

You know it kind of annoys me when people think they know it all when they don't.
I don't say doesn't mean I don't care, well, vice versa.

Many times, I feel like I am acting more like a guy than a guy. Get me? Why ah.
I feel manly out of a sudden. HAHAHA!

MY TEES FROM THREADLESS CAME. :) Really thin but still awesomely nice.
<3

Peace out.

2011-10-04T02:34:00.001+08:00

I hope I will wake up to this. LOOK SO FREAKING DELICIOUS.

anyway, slacked today because there's no SCHOOL. Elearning week.
Awesome much. :)

Woke up at 12pm. :( I hate waking up to know that half my day is gone. But it does make sense cos I took my entire night surfing the net and watching shows.

hmmmmm..
gonna sleep asap now.

BYE

2011-10-02T04:52:00.001+08:00

( blogger is improving on its look. I keep seeing new stuff every time i post.)'
(even the feedback function is really cool.)
(I like it.:)

Dream a lot recently.
But most of them are the same, like episodes.

It feels like a whole new world in it. Inception. As if I were lliving another life in my dream. Same but different things happening in it. Then wake up to find myself sometimes with dream lag, what's real and what's not. My dream seems pretty real and happy.

There are some gross ones. For example, I fear my hamster is lonely so .. I dreamed of hamsters but.. in tiny candy-like shape. gross. Those sticky soft candies. yuck yuck. I even use something to stick it out.

Other dreams are a mixture of the present and the past. We were really happy in there. Thoughts in the day became one of the dreams. I guess how I reacted in the dreams determines my answer then.

I'll stop blabbering about my dreams.

4am and I am still around. I've been mugging so much and so long. Time for a break. But this break gonna breaks soon, gonna start work from tomorrow onward. Not gonna do last minute work again, not gonna screw anything up. Start planning for my SEP. HAHAHA! I really want to go oversea to experience this once in a lifetime chance! ta ma de, I better buck up!

I like singapore but I will like it better if there are sight-seeing places that are worthy enough for me to explore. But tumblr is even better, got to see awesome photos of awesome sight.

I wanna play photoshop the way I used to but CS5 is kind of hard to use. :( Alien functions, this and that. I prefer the old one, in my old laptop, in my old cupboard now.

Hmmm, time to get a camera or powerful batteries. I just loathe how my camera eats up the battery after a few flashes. hmmm A set of photos of me and family stuck at my busy aunt's house. Gonna take them somehow. Gonna change my dp. tmd, wanna change but no photo to replace it.

I didn't even get an album of my highlighted hair photo.
And they are mostly washed away together with my money.

Is it the way I wash my hair? :(
But I really like it. :D

Oh before I enter my dream again, I PLAYED WITH MY HAMSTER. IT'S SO ADORABLE. I am trying so hard, just so hard to make it familiarise with my hand's smell. But it is just born timid and irritatingly cute. I wish I can take all its facial expression down. I like it when it blinks slowly. WTH RIGHT. MY HAMSTER BLINKS AT ME. I mean, you don't usually see hamster blinking eyes especially when it's staring at you intensely to figure out what monster you are.

Glad I bought it.
My next mission: To let it sleep on my palm.
Comment: Impossible much since my slightest movement or just my breathing would scare it so much so that it would RUN IN THE SPEED OF LIGHT to its wheel and of course run as if I am gonna eat it. Always. And when my fingers come close to it, it would run 360 degree around the small cage and fright me. HAAHAH.

NITE.

what

2011-09-30T00:39:00.000+08:00

Blogger is changing looks. hmmmmmm. Cool.
OK. sian. this is probably me. I mean the laziness.

I got a test tmr, pon quite a few lectures today, gonna pon somemore tmr.
Stupid exam. I shouldn't even be here typing all these mei you yong things.

But seriously, I NEED A BREAK.
: '(

I can't even.. ARGH. other than my last minute mugging,
the rest of the time is spent on sleeping. OH MAN.

Cos cannot dui bu qi myself.

I slept like 10hours yesterday. : O
WHEN I GOT ABSOLUTELY ZERO KNOWLEDGE ON MY TEST TMR.

ok , this shall be my last post ranting about exam and stuff.
Maybe, tmr, I will become genius and exams become peanuts to me.

ha ha ha.
ciao.

2011-09-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

I wish I own a spaceship. According to my physics module, time dilation occurs when you are moving at a speed close to the speed of light. Meaning, if I own a spaceship, my 1second is equivalent to your 10 seconds, which also means that my 10 freaking awesome days are your one day.

HOW AWESOME IS THAT.
AND IT'S PROVED TO BE TRUE.

No wonder I seem to have shorter time compared to other people. I stay stationary at a point for wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tooooooooooooooo long. For eg: stoning on my bed, stoning in front of my laptop.

:(

I realised that I can die in a class of strangers. I miss the comfort around people I know, I miss being a slacker knowing it's still alright to stay back and relax, I miss so much more. I miss when nothing else matters other than enjoying myself.

I miss the time when I have time to waste meaningfully.
Now I have none.

Got to kill all my bad habits, otherwise I'll definitely suffer from sever panic attack.

I feel like kicking people ass whenever I heard people saying why mug now when we are year 1 and it's only sem 1. WTF. YOU THINK WE WANNA MUG. YOU THINK I WANNA MUG? It's mug or fail/die kind of situation, hello?

I would be less stressful if I ain't surrounded by all the smartass people. But it's better to stuck with smart people.

BOM.
Got a test tmr.

Gonna buck up. fldajmflkdajfksafklaewkjfkelafkldklafklafjeklafjakfwaklfalkflawkfwkafafaw

go go power ranger

2011-09-24T02:43:00.001+08:00

Chasing dream? with all the already so smart people around me?
HOW DO I COMPETE WITH THE WORLD.

I woke up really early today and got pretty much amused that I did not have the dying urge to go back to sleep. But I still stoned on my bed for a very long time.

I feel funny about how things work and how they don't.
I didn't have the time to clean my room and I neglected my hamster which seems paranoid these days.

AND KNS POP MANY MANY GIGANTIC ZITS.

2011-09-19T13:26:00.000+08:00

.

I'll befriend time

2011-09-18T02:13:00.000+08:00

Muscle is really really cute. :O

Stayed back in school to 'study' for several days. hmmmmm Feel funny because I wasn't really piaing, just forcing myself to do some homework. Cos my bed is too tempting at home.

Spent some time with grandma and family. My grandma is so cute? Do you see the toy cars above? She played with me and my cousin. So basically the three of us were just pushing the cars to knock over each other's cars.

Really cute.

VAMPIRE DIARIES IS OUT. T.T

I think I will give myself one more day to heck about school stuff. Is it only me? I feel really uncomfortable that I am paying so much school fee.

Suddenly, it becomes hard to blog about everything. I rather let the thoughts flow away.

2011-09-14T01:43:00.000+08:00

My hair stinks from the dye smell. FYI, I highlight my hair red. Very cool.

I am craving for sleep. University swallows up all my time.

I actually feel like starting on a portfolio. I wonder how my time escape through me, I don't seem to have as much time as most people.

I can't practice my gutiar.
I can't sleep because I have tons of work.

I need to exercise.
I feel so lazy.
May be I just need more sleeping time.

kthxbye.

DYE HAIR DAY

2011-09-11T11:46:00.000+08:00

Gonna have a quick post before I head out to meet Amanda. *Excited*

To Esther Ho,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETTY ESTHER HO!! Rmb I asked for your birthday date? And YOU NEVER TELL ME. It isn't reflected in your facebook or anywhere and you just don't want to tell me. I forget to ask dz for it too.

so tada, happy birthday! Very smart girl.
Meet up soon.

shit, am I late? AHHAHAHAHAH! BYE

2011-09-05T12:09:00.000+08:00

I
I was wondering why I felt so stressful until it clicked in my head. I was stressed for not doing anything. The feeling really sucks, killing myself inside out while I force myself to start work. It used to be easier because study wasn't everything before.

I like the timing of my school now. My brain is more active in the afternoon and glows at night. Just kidding.

You have a choice.

2011-08-29T01:42:00.003+08:00

"You have a choice to either uplift somebody or put someone down.
You either have the choice to step towards your goals and dreams,
or step away going to temporary things.
You have a choice to either give up or keep going.
Give up or get up.
When you fail, try again, and again and again."
- Nick Vujicic

2011-08-29T00:17:00.001+08:00

2011-08-27T00:43:00.000+08:00

Ever since I heard someone fractured her jaw while yawning in a lecture, I pause whenever I feel like yawning.

It seems funny and different now because I kept hearing people swearing other than myself.

Hmmmmm, I realised that even though I always stone while travelling on the bus, I can still accidentally observe people. Nice passengers and caring bus driver. The bus driver I met today is so nice that I almost feel the need to send a compliment letter to 'up' his pay. BUT well well well, i am too lazy.

Maybe next time, if I ever meet him again.
He's really nice. He scolded the people who didn't move to the back of the bus and gave a super PISSED OFF FACE and then talked nicely to the people boarding the bus. The important thing is that he didn't leave anyone behind. T.T touched* HAHAAHAH. A few days ago, this stupid bus driver CLOSED HIS DOOR in front of me (looking straight pretending not to see me), I wouldn't care much if I didn't actually made an effort to run over a long distance. I was certain my presence was very obvious. I was so close to the last person boarding the bus. wtf. OH back to the nice bus driver, he told us to be careful with the steps every bus stop and waited for everyone to stand firm before heading off. He even remembered this random china guy, "HELLO NUS STUDENT, YOUR STOP IS HERE!"is a super friendly tone.

so nice.
I am very nice too.

I need to cut my hair. Feel like dying it red but then as soon as I thought of it, I saw freaking 2 people with ugly red hair. : ( walau.

2011-08-24T22:59:00.001+08:00

Lucasart came down for a talk today, when I have no lecture no tutorial no anything. But I still went down, it's probably the first time I have shown so much enthusiasm that I'm willing to leave my house to far far away for an 1hour plus talk which may end up boring and stuff.
It did, for a few minutes. :|

Nah, but it's still cool. If you have no idea, it's a mini Pixar. IF ONLY I CAN WORK IN PIXAR. JUST FOR A DAY.

Ok, time to reflect on myself. I'm still carrying the beginning of school kind of mood which is bad because everyone's freaking mugging now. It makes sense because exam is around the corner. Yup, but the exam part doesn't make sense.

I am freaking anticipating the making of game.

2011-08-21T00:59:00.002+08:00

tutorials and project. who am I kidding.
wo de tian ah.

2011-08-18T01:46:00.000+08:00

I wanna make tiramisu, got craving for it. And it tastes really good. oh man.

2011-08-17T04:13:00.002+08:00

Crazy, I don't know what I am thinking at night.

Peace out.

2011-08-17T03:48:00.000+08:00

This reminds me of me. I haven't eat nugget for a long time, and the sauces.

I am wasting my night right.

bottle or spill it out

2011-08-17T01:18:00.002+08:00

Everyone should have a blog, why keep everything to yourself?
I feel terrible for being selfish. Really terrible. And even more terrible for not being about to voice it out. As always.

But the terrible feeling just faded away, along with my motivation to do some work.

Now I am just floating around.

I am applying for bursary since I can't help but feel bad for draining my parents' money. I feel funny when filling up the bursary application. "Any working adult?" yes. "Any more working adult?" yes. "Any more working adult?" yes. It somehow doesn't make sense.

I am stuck between the poor and the well-off.

I think my course is cool, and my og is filled with really funny people. (OMG THANKS GOD) Everything is ok except the fact that the internal uni buses are freaking packed?! Crazily packed. I cannot believe kind of pack. Then, the road is mad with slopes. Packed bus going up and down and up and down and U turns. wtf really wtf.

Talking about transport..

I missed 2 empty buses while walking to the bus stop. Then come this stupid 179 bus which sped through my bus stop when I was stoning. As the bus sped passed us, the auntie sitting under the shade at far end of the bus stop suddenly ran towards me and waved to the bus driver. ( LOL I can't believe there is actually somebody who reacts faster than me. ) The bus driver gave a shock expression but still went off because he was speeding really fast and couldn't stop. WHY IS HE SPEEDING MAN. Y

and then WE LOL afterwards cos the auntie admitted she was stoning too. ( HAAHAHHAHA I am LOLING OUT NOW. )

The day before I missed my clementi mrt. HAHAAH! So I board the train and sit down, "Next stop dover." like wth, I am too used to long distance mrt ride.

Damn it. It seems so fast but how come it takes so long to reach my school.

2011-08-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

I am not ready for school yet.
OH MAN OH.

I kept hearing people wanna start mugging. ? I don't even know what's really going on and which textbooks to buy. I don't even know how to travel about the school.

& Laptop is heavy.

2011-08-15T03:26:00.002+08:00

I was wondering why didn't I feel like sleeping today.. then BAM! Cos I slept the whole of Sunday.
:D But ever since my mum took away the only fan at the living room ( which is only a few hours ago), and that fact that I am too lazy to move my butt to my room, I have been using my awesome lappy and perspiring at the same time.

-0- for hours and counting.

SCHOOL TMR. It still seems surreal to me. I still feel like a secondary student. FYI, i am still wearing my secondary school jerseys which I found them hidden well in my dad's wardrobe. I have a lot of table tennis jerseys.

Oh man. The thought of being an adult just hits me in the back of my head- BLOW MY MIND.

LET'S JUST

2011-08-14T01:28:00.002+08:00

sat

2011-08-14T01:23:00.000+08:00

I fnished Community Season 2. : (
Lucky there is still season 1.

Anyway NUS is like a mountain, I am like hiking everyday once I alight from the bus stop.I am not kidding.
-.-

random but this hamster is lol cute.

2011-08-13T18:07:00.000+08:00

I was on my tumblr and strumming my guitar anyhow when my dad came in and saw this on my tumblr page..

wtf. Worse of all, they cannot differentiate between a real chat and an image.

great.

2011-08-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

Is it me or you all?

I just can't stay still reading the rules and regulation of the road. AYE.

p/s: Too lazy to remove and replace the bad image below.

2011-08-12T22:42:00.004+08:00

REALLY ANNOYED. Why can't my parents tell her straight and stop complaining to me for the same little things again and again and again.

2011-08-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

SERIOUSLY COMMUNITY IS REALLY FUNNY!

really really funny

2011-08-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

First day of school...
Good nite.

2011-08-11T00:38:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TMR. HOW NICE DOES THAT SOUND?!

2011-08-09T21:05:00.001+08:00

Planning timetable is so tedious man.
I must choose between teleporting from 9-6pm with no break and stoning for at least 2 hours break everyday.

...

2011-08-09T13:17:00.000+08:00

The person who made this is a pure talent.

ok. I am not looking forward to the start of school. zits coming up, wtf.

WEBCAMMMM

2011-08-08T17:52:00.000+08:00

Bonding time! I feel bad I didn't have much time to visit ama and play with muscle. aye.

I think Asus is awesome though I only heard of the name recently. Not bad. I bought my lappy at $899. yes, I am in shock too. CHEAP BO. HHAAHHA! And fml, why is my htc keep hanging now and then! But I am too lazy to do anything about it.

Chilled out at Esther's condo yst. Dz kept saying vulgarity! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I repeat after him cos nobody seems to hear it. And then everyone thought it's the usual me. -0- But I just don't know why esther & jude bbq always taste awesome.

Super sian. I am so lazy to check where is my lecture and tutorial venues. I need to hire a secretary to do all these stuff man.

Btw, HI AMANDA AND JUDI AND ESTHER!

2011-08-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

breathe in and out and in and out. Gonna save money to travel around the world.
No money is just a stupid excuse.

I shall start saving for my exchange programme and stuff. But wtf, save with what.
I shall find some part time job.

yes.
fuck.

SOC FOW!

2011-08-07T09:41:00.000+08:00

A camp that lasted for 8 days, crazy.
But it finally ended last friday!

I don't know which is worse, school's starting.

But ... here's the awesome awesome awesome news! I BOUGHT LAPTOP. REALLY AWESOME NOW.

I downloaded funshion in new computer so , ok brb. hee

karma

2011-08-06T12:14:00.000+08:00

Shit, need to change phone number. But it's so troublesome. Damn it.

back on track

2011-08-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

My SOC camp is the longest one I ever known, it only ends tomorrow! But here I am, pon today, because I have no energy left. Caught Captain Amercia with OG yesterday during flag day, awesome. But the part with captain amercia running across so many people holding an outstanding colourful shield and still not getting spotted is a little lol And the part that he jumped onto the fake grenade. lol.

I need to start exercising! I feel like I am becoming my hamster. Getting fatter with the eating,sleeping,shitting routine. Anyway, Soc has awesome camp meals!

I have thought about learning French but was greatly discouraged by everyone. Then come my sister who supports me because she wanna learns too. Should I or should I not. I want to learn Italian more but they don't have!

shit, meeting the gang soon but I haven't even wrap the belated presents for pigu and ama.

O.M.G someone help me switch on my active button!

2011-08-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

peace out.

Should I go for the camp tmr? hee

Different but same

2011-08-02T19:17:00.002+08:00

" The purpose of life is to be happy.",
"Everything's gonna be fine"

Believe it a not, I don't believe there is a carry or move on process and that time heals. It's just a denial in disguise. We just merely forget as time past. We are human after all.You only know you have moved on when you have completely forget and your mind is free again plus there isn't anything to write on your diary unless you are a kind that jot down everyday details. I thought it was because I was sick of the diary because I regretted buying it almost immediately after opening it at home. The paper is thin. T _ T It turns me off with the see through ink. aye. I need to buy a awesome diary because uni is gonna stress me out soon.

Mind is genius, if you control it you are god. There are a lot of things I shouldn't even say or think about, but it always set me thinking when people credit all of their hard work to youknowwho and not themselves. As usual, got to let it pass. It's the way of life.

There are just so many things to be understood and not to be explained.

Since I am talking rubbish, might as well continue a few more. But this is going to be a little sensitive and obvious. But please do not misread me because I realise that it is really easy to misinterpret someone's thoughts. REALLY EASY. oh well just remember, despite everything, you are not the greatest of all. You cannot expect rewards from your efforts. Everything you do may end up in nothing because love is not a guarantee stuff like study. Love because you will regret if you don't. Change only for the good, but note that there are things that need to be embraced and not change. And for the other, you got to step deep into other people's shoes, see a bigger picture. Most of all, nobody's gonna see if you are going to hide all your feelings down there. Nobody except you, can hear your thoughts. Be bold, just don't regret. Lastly, because we only trust ourselves, some of our thoughts may be partially wrong.

Here come the most important point : try not to make people around you nervous. Be mature, tyvm.

Oh well, coming from me isn't really convincing but outsider is always clearer no matter what. It would be fantastic if you can digest my wisdom, but it is hell ok if you treat it as crap. HAHAAHAHAHAHHAHA I am laughing at myself already.

and let's end this post with
.

Uni corn

2011-08-01T01:56:00.001+08:00

Can you believe it? I'm growing up. Finally it is the last school I am going to study for my entire life. Be prepared because I am going to sound weird but I really miss my friends and all the crappy moments. Now I have to make friends all over again. Making friends is always the scary part. But magic happens afterward. Now I hardly see anytime to hang out because the time-table is really crazy. It looks ok at first glance but it already took up the entire day from 10am-6pm. Some lectures are up to 3 hours! How can I survive!

I still purposely squeeze everything together so I can have more rest days. Good luck to me.

But I am so damn glad I took this course. I can't wait to get the 3D animation modules. Real hard but I am really excited!

School tmr. :|

Re Fresh

2011-07-31T22:24:00.000+08:00

Happy? You get to see my face. LOL.
Now find the tagboard.

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2011-07-31T21:43:00.000+08:00

That's what I like about tumblr.
Some tension here. Just keep calm and surf the net, keep calm and surf the net...

GONNA BUY A LAPTOP ASAP.
EXCITED, not really.

invisible money

2011-07-30T17:35:00.000+08:00

Putting my blog link in facebook so that more people , I hope , will come and 'up' my nuffnang acct money which idk how. I just need it to REACH BLOODY $50 SO THAT I CAN COLLECT THE MONEY (it's the minimum amount ) FYI, it's stuck at $30.07 for ages.

Real money you know? T _ T

Can anyone just do me a favour? HAHAAHHA! I don't really care if you read my blog or not, just open it as at one side every time you switch on your computer and click on any advertisement on nuffnang whenever you see one. I know esther helped me before, hhhahahahahaha but i believe she likes to stalk me too.

I just feel really very pekchek that the money is there but I can't get it out!

Now even my desktop auto shut down and I have to wait for the next IT show during Aug or Sep to buy my new laptop. I don't really want a MacbookPro although it's really cool. I was told that Axusus ( or sth I forget the brand ) is really good. I just wish somebody can help me settle everything cos it's like so ma fan.

ALRIGHT. Got to update about my camp which I have survived through! HAHAHAHAHA I was caught dozing all the time because I was so overwhelmed by the school feeling in NUS. It reminds me of old ajc environment. It is like back to old school days where I always take a nap somewhere or during lecture or tutorial or library or mrt or anywhere. cham.

But in camp, I know, I am surprised too. Hmm, maybe not at all, I napped with jy at the previous camp too? Avery lol camp experience.

My OG is a really quiet group. I like it cos I can take my nap in peace. LOLOLOLOL. But my ogl always gave me a deadly poke which I would be god damn awake for a few minutes. Anyway I am comfortable with the quietness? It happens to me all the time. I always hear people/teachers saying my class (from sec to now) is strangely quiet. I guess that's why we are allocated to the same class but it will get noisy afterwards. Just that we are a group of really shy people. hee.

The second shocking experience which I have already anticipated is how PEOPLE CAN LOOK ALIKE without any blood ties. There is someone in my og that looks like my ava friend, so alike. You know the kind of feeling which you think you know that person somewhere but cannot remember who and where. My brain is set on 'searching mode' for a day before my mind clicked. Then all the omg familiar strangers' faces all began to appear. Plus all the combined face features of my other friends, so funnnnnnyyyyy. My weird self entertainment.

I know one that looks like me, aaron. HAAHAHHA!

So amazing. I saw my colleague's bro in the camp too. EXACTLY THE SAME FACE? I don't look like my sister at all, and will be astounded whenever people say we resemble each other. I believe that they are just being polite unless they strongly insist then I will think cos they don't want to lose the argument.

"ya ya ni men hen xiang!"
"mei you."
"you!"
"mei you."
"WO SHUO YOU!!!!"

when actually is mei you but i can sense their agitation so i just go along la. whatever la. But I have the almost exact face as my mum who has recently realised it and kept telling me which btw is making me feel weird and funny because she has actually denied looking like me for the past few years. I always knew we look alike, too obvious.

And she went like " I SAW YOU WHEN I WAS LOOKING AT THE MIRROR !" then she showed me the angle which she looked like me the most. LOL RIGHT!?

Now and then, whenever she looks at my photos from facebook or here or anywhere, she would say I resemble her. -0- And then the funny feeling comes out again. HAHHHAHAHA!

I just wonder if she's gonna do that forever.

WA I DIGRESS A LOT.
SO I AM GLAD THAT CAMP WAS FUN, OG's AWESOME AND FUN (partly cos of quietness hahahaha).

OH BEFORE I END THIS POST.

Everyone in NUS knows that Business Canteen suck to the core. But the western food is freaking good! The stall holder speaks with a strong accent and amazes us. He said "Next pls" continuously for at least 10 people to hear their orders; a very long queue fyi.

( I know I keep quoting out from my mind but it's really funny ma)
*please say it without stopping*

" next pls"
"chicken chop"
"next pls"
"fish n chip"
"next pls"
"chicken cutlet with .."
"next pls"

"next pls"

Seriously, my friend and I only heard the next pls afterwards. We were in shock. After which we came out with a conclusion; he didn't really remember the orders, the female cook right behind him did. HAHAAHHA The talented person was actually the cook. He didn't even talk to the cook.

But the food is soooooooooooooooooooo yummy, i can eat that for a year i guess. NOT ONLY CHEAP BUT BIG SERVING SOMEMORE.

:D But other than that, I was 'strongly'warned not to order any other food. aye.

I AM FREAKING HUNGRY NOW.
gonna start packing my room and start to panic about my timetable and etc, maybe tmr.

TIRED AND HUNGRY.

SUPPPP!

2011-07-26T01:51:00.001+08:00

Before..

& AFTER!!!!!!!! BLASTING FREAKING LOUD MUSIC. But heng hao ting la. Lucky the club was freaking dark so nobody can see my ffkajfakljfakljfaa red face! But they still managed to see it in the camera and kept laughing at me. - 0 - WHY LIKE THAT. I still like jolly shandy better, alcohol is just eeee.

Clubbing with sister, how many people do that!

& tada a group photo! obviously all cmi already.

Lots of unglam photos in facebook but there are so many so whatever already! As you can see, Cozycot got many pretty ladies!!!! :D Anyway the lucky guy ( my pretty colleague's bf.) in the group photo is a Magician! WOW RIGHT!? Like Maplestory isn't it! Plus, everyone was like dancing like Habo, do you know habo!? HAAHAH just moving on the spot cause the place is damn cramp! Btw, my legs are still aching.

Awesome friends and awesome virgin clubbing experience. I personally think that one time is enough, free treat some more you know. My sister told me the bill was near thousand. Crazy right?!?!

AMANDA, YOU'VE TOTALLY MISSED OUT ALL THE FUN! What a waste! You never see how wanting and yiling danced! I WAS LIKE LOLOLOLOL ,WOW, LOLOLOLOL.

NEEDA GO SCH TMR.

LOLOLOL AND GET MY URINE TEST DONE. ( oh i think the alcohol should be gone by then right? lololololol)

I still have no uni friends. tyvm.

omg?

2011-07-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

if harry potter is an anime..

END OF AN ERA!

2011-07-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

T __ T

Why isn't there another happy potter movie! WHY MUST THEY END IT.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Pus Harry Potter's son is so cute. Got dimples some more.
AYE THEY SHOULD START ANOTHER MOVIE- HARRY POTTER'S SON & THE STH STH.

SIGH.

I haven't read any harry potter book though. But my imagination a bit cmi leh, I am so sure the effects in the movie win my brain million times?

( Shit, my book is overdue tmr. Lucky I blog something about book. )

Anyway, I actually enjoyed working at Cozycot? It's fun cos of the event, and the working environment is much better than openrice. Now I have to get ready for my Uni Camp. Other people all went for their camps already and I haven't!! Still friendless and clueless about everything.

aye. HAAHAHHA!

( The club's songs still stuck in my head, really nice remixed songs. )

I feel so sian. I feel like skipping as much uni stuff as I can.
kthxbyexxxzxzzx.

woohooooo

2011-07-24T16:57:00.001+08:00

Durian everyday~
Now I don't dare to touch my hamster cos it's afraid of durian smell. Panic like mad when I near it with my strong delicious durian smell.

Yesterday,I went clubbing with my colleagues at Filter! oh my god. Only invited guests or referrals allowed in that club. omg cool right? It was like entering a movie scene in the beginning but lots of awkward moment while waiting for the alcohol treats from the FullTime colleagues. ( THANK YOU MEL & PRIS & idk who) Lucky my colleagues are crazy and super funny, thanks god it was enjoyable! But the place is small so it was like damn packed and people were stepping on my feet all the time! But I stepped on other people more. HAAHAH!

Oh, my colleague got the same camera as esther! I saw the same camera twice, is that a sign? HAAHAH! For me to get one.

GUESS WHAT....
We saw Dawn yang! At first I heard "don don don" from my colleagues so I wasn't aware until... CLICK* hee I got excited after they have calmed down. She's pretty la.

ok i feel so sian now, so i shall stop here.
University life coming up. -0- aye aye aye aye aye aye.

Furthermore I seem detached to my internet life.

July

2011-07-19T19:42:00.000+08:00

I am using Macbook Pro. Jealous? My sister is in a very good mood and she has decided to lend it to me! Just when I was about to switch on the lao pok pok desktop.Very kind of her. HAHHAHA! Now I more or less know how to function it already and I even discovered our camwhore photos! Awesome.

But I still prefer the normal computer because mac cannot download funshion? Funshion is such an important necessity.

Anyway, do you know.. my sis is actually my boss? HAHAHA! Her pay is tripled of my pay some more. sigh. And I haven't gotten my pay yet. :| Back to being my boss, it's quite cool because I don't have to be formal and apologetic towards her if I make any mistakes or what. FYI, I didn't. Why do I say this, cos Ama keeps saying sorry. -0-

But when come to addressing her, it's a little annoying. Everyone calls her priscilla, I don't know why but I just can't say it right. ! It feels like I am calling someone else name and that she'll not know I am calling her.

"jie. oh, no
xiuyi aye
priscilla?
pris pris pris pris. "

Normally I just, "ooi, hey, eh" or stare at her until she looks at me since her cubicle is facing me. lol my killer stare, but it often didn't work.

Did anyone of you go to Cozycot event last friday till sunday? I guess not since I never see any familiar face except for SABRINA! LOL She just popped in front of me suddenly. Our company hosted this beauty and fashion award event so ama and my job were to find sponsors for the goodie bags and our/guests' stomach.

Really cool you know. I even invited Jessica the famous blogger to be my cupcake sponsor, I like her cupcakes! *Proud* :) My heart almost dropped out when her cupcakes toppled in the box. Stupid taxi driver, must be him la. I think. HAHAHA!

I felt a little bad because I pestered so many people by calling and emailing and demanding for new things because my boss wants different things. At first it was freaking embarrassing ( rmb the office is small so everyone can hear every sound I make) and then it became small piece of cake.

Some of their voices are really really really hilarious & fuck those who hung up my phone, mei you li mao.

My colleagues are funny people too! Their jokes could crack me and ama for days and days and days until now. HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA! I should not say it out because joke is not funny when repeated unless in the mind.

Btw, I drank a lot of jolly shandy! I like leh, it is like a mixture of alcohol and soda. REALLY NICE LEH. I brought home a lot- we are allowed to! teehee :)

Just before I finish my post, I feel sad for my hamster. Her cage is so small. aye. Cute but she cannot explore around. She sleeps/plays/eats/pees/shits on her wheel all days. Why ah, there are spaces around it ma. When I first saw her, she's sleeping on the wheel too. Cute max. I should make her a big castle one day.

Speaking of that, I NEED TO CLEAN MY HAMSTER'S CAGE LATER. aye. And yup, I named it already, she's called Morning.

I know I know, what a nice name. hahhahahahahaha
Alright, BYE!

2011-07-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

sian you know, my laptop is dead. I ... feel lost.
All my food photos are in there, sian.

All my already set password/llink/bookmarks.
FUCKING TRAP INSIDE FOREVER.

sian. ok really sian.

Dying urge to change my blogskin but no mood with the background noise coming from the desktop and the hamster beside me trying her best to escape from the already v small cage.

Till I get a new laptop, I will not blog.
seriously? seriously.

: |

2011-07-13T01:57:00.000+08:00

I am watching brokeback mountain.
I know it's a gay movie but didn't catch it before.

The beginning is a bit boring..
Then it becomes omg. omg. omg omg omg omg omg..

The place very pretty though, I wanna go there that kind. But.. after watching the show..
HAHAAHAHAHAH.

e.

& BACK TO BUSYBUSYBUSY.

2011-07-12T23:07:00.001+08:00

I can't tag my own tagboard.
why arh.
why esther can arh.

" Require captcha" - wtf is this? I thought it's a joke.

ANYWAY SO BUSY MAN. MY JOB IS SO BUSY MAN.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2011-07-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

I got a hamster! Help me think of name please.
Ya la ya la ya la , I will still love muscle.

2011-07-04T23:02:00.001+08:00

Let us just grow up and old and die. happy ending.

My colleague keeps showing me videos at work. HAHAAH! I watched it even though i can sense my boss peeking behind me. sian bo.

2011-07-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

Free cup from dairy toothpaste, how can you not get it.
Feeling great because I packed my room, cleaned the floor, did everything I need to. Awesome. Now .. enjoy till tmr.

aye

2011-07-02T23:05:00.001+08:00

I'm craving for nuggets.

I'm mad. I want to rear a hamster? There is a new pet shop at my neighbourhood and a cute cage totally drew my attention to it. May be I would help me forget the head and the eaten hamster babies.

Scary or not? After amanda and I came out from that shop, we passed by a head. A bird head. I didn't know at the beginning because I thought it was a squashed fruit or something from far and was looking at it until I noticed eye and beak. I screamed F all the way down. Brave ama went back to double check. siao right? She said it was a rat head and she couldn't find the body.

It is a fruit.
God is testing me.

My room is really messy. WHY CAN'T IT BE CLEAN AND TIDY WHY!?
AND WHY DIDN'T MY MUM TELL ME THAT DENTAL FEE IS FREAKING EXPENSIVE WHEN I WAS YOUNG?

I have spent so much on my teeth. SO MUCH MAN.

The day I..

2011-06-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

fml is for just now. now is ffffffml.

FYI for this fml, amanda and I have been chatting on gmail since we are allowed. But guess what, my sister just told me, after almost 3 weeks of working, that our chat can be seen by our boss if we never press a button.

What a pleasant surprise. What a pleasant ..

sian. If one day the boss is free and decide to entertainment herself, we are dead because of our nonsense. HAHAAH All nonsense. Let's hope she read it after we have left the place. *finger crossed*

AND LUCKY I SAID SHE IS PRETTY.

I am going to tell amanda now. hahahaahahah.

2011-06-29T21:35:00.001+08:00

fml to the max. just fml.

Morningggggg

2011-06-28T20:38:00.002+08:00

Damn it, i accidentally post my first hp post on my class blog. Xia si wo. Lucky my phone is awesome.

Anyway a good start today, office door is spoilt!!!!!! Everyone is stuck outside till late. What an awesome day!

2011-06-28T01:28:00.000+08:00

YES. Shadow of the Wind, and I'll be finishing it by tmr. :(

I don't know why am I not sleeping at this timing, oh FYI I just shitted out Thai dishes I had in the afternoon. um ummm : ) My colleagues and I visited the Thai Festival thingy at Orchard, yes I met new friends. Amanda and I were like isolating ourselves in the first week, though it felt like a good choice. hmmmm.

The office is very small, good and bad.
Bad is cos everyone can hear what I am whispering. Everyone except the boss who is in the glass room for good. hee She runs around the office. She doesn't walk. Maybe that's why she's skinny. -0- btw, she's the pretty cover girl of Mook. Go google it.

So li hai.
*clap*

DO YOU KNOW, I BOUGHT A HTC CHA CHA. It's tooooooo amazing. T.T I LOVE IT SO MUCH.
AWESOME TO TEARS.

NITE.

2011-06-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

that's so funny... BARK BARK BARK BARK BA... err.. i mean meow... meow.. meow...

halogenik 59 minutes ago 56

HAHAAHHAHA!? CAT BARKS!

I'm black.

2011-06-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

my best result so far. It is as if I have mastered the skill of losing.